One week before Exam!

Thinking about exam makes me wanna puke.
and writing about it in my blog here? Almost killed me!

Despite all that and the fact that no one actually reads the blog anyway, I'll post anyway while choking to death.

EXAM starts on May 4th, and starts with one of my weaknesses. F U C K!.
Really. IB had killed me long ago when they mentioned the word both HIGHER LEVEL and EXTENDED ESSAY.
Since I've done my Extended Essay, that means what's left is the other subjects.
It had also grabbed my soul and trapped it when I heard the word MATH and BUSINESS. It just keep going and going. Now I'm in jail of IB, I can't escape nor bribe the officer to get out.
Next week is the silent week. Yes, in jail, it is called You-are-not-tortured break. Just a week, to prepare myself, steady and healthy (?) for the court :| Yes, the courtroom.

I am so stressed out of the exams and the universities stuff.
Mostly because I grew up and became senior and being 17. I grew up too fast :| I'm not feeling ready, not even close, at all!

EXAMS:
IB: I'm doing 3 HLs and 3 SLs. Higher Level and Standard Level.
HL: Music, English B, Business Management
SL: Chemistry, Math, Indonesian A1

I am really stupid and probably drunk when I decided that Business Management is going to be new anyway and HL or SL doesnt matter, well, it DOES. Found that out after.... let's see, one term.
YES, one term. Wanted to drop to SL or NOT TAKE humanities AT ALL. But option not-take-humanites aren't available. and I can't level-up my Chemistry (imposssible) nor Math (out of the question). Indonesian? No. Seen the HL. Heard it. scared of it.

Yes, I grew weaker in Business Management.

And now, the weakest is Business and Math. How great is THAT? My Chemistry is even better than business. Wow. Lucky I didn't take HL in Chemistry.

So, Making Business Management the FIRST thing I have to learn is super no no. Guess what's next. Business Management (BM) paper 2 and then on the afternoon... MATH. Yes, math. YES.

After that, the next week I have English (nice) and then another doom: Chemistry. I think I need to raise an event of sleeping over in my chemistry teacher's house, the night before, with the whole class. That'll be super useful.

After Chemistry, drawing so much electrons and isomers with lots of Carbons etc. we have to be ready for our Indonesia test. Dreadful. and that means LOTS of 4 pages and more essay writing.

And all that ends at 14th of May. Wait. not the end of the exam, though... there's music left!! and guess what! I have to wait till 21st of May. that means, ONE WEEK. to just finish the exam.

What am I gonna do in one week? come to school everyday and listen to Andy-sensei's music collection???