Imaginations and Thoughts and Reality

Why the title?
Well, have you ever been told "be careful what you wish for"? I guess most people would know.
Sometimes, it's not what you wish for, sometimes, it's what you don't wish for, sometimes, it's what you just had a glimpse of, sometimes is your pure thought of 'what if's' and sometimes, it's only imaginations. If there are supporting circumstances, then you can MAKE your good wish happen. What if, there aren't any supporting circumstances, hypothetically speaking? It'll be like playing Spin the wheel, or roulette. Where it lands, nobody knows. It's by chance, picked randomly. What are the chances of what you wished for happens?

This leads to the saying, "if you believe it hard enough, you'll get it eventually." That's how optimism also comes along. The simple example is, the glass is half full, not half empty. So you don't think about the negative and think about positive.... but even positive had a negative side. Be careful of the choices of words! Saying "Oh roaches please don't come here" and saying "Oh roaches please go away" is different. It might mean the same, but it has different feeling. That's the optimism crap. True optimist will think, "please go away" rather than "don't come here." in "go away" you make no space for negativity. In "Don't come here" you make room for the roaches to 'come here'.

Another example? Let's say you're 20 feet away from your friend in a battle field. Rather than saying "don't come near me!" you say, "get away!" why? maybe your friend can't hear you as clear, so what he/she got is, "come near me". Ain't it more straightforward to say "get away?" clear, straight, and it's also an order. That's why a good instructions on the manual does not say "You can put the sugar in the flour mix" it said, orderingly, "put the sugar in the mix"

Only in small circumstances should you use optimist-pessimist. When trying to lure someone on purpose. Like in a game where you need a strategy, "please don't come here" and then a lot of people would purposely go near you and then you attack- those kind of things.

BTW. That made sense, didn't it?

No? Well you should read it again. It made sense. You just didn't get it.

So far...
- I have smiled and laughed and cried. (duh)
- I am still homesick.
- I want to earn money but I don't know how.
- I've gone grocery shopping more than last month.
- I need new sponge for my dishes! Someone took it and threw it away I think :(
- I dislike my housemates more. I am thinking about moving.
- I hate my summer schedule!
- I have to download more ghetto songs.
- I WANT TO WATCH A BUNCH OF MOVIES! Hangover 2, Kungfu Panda 2, Cars 2, Bridesmaids, Super 8, X-MEN, Mr. Popper's Penguin.. Harry Potter..
- I still think drinking age is overrated.
- I don't think drinking is something bad- as long as it's responsible and it doesn't bother anyone around you.
- I still want a car, therefore I wanna save money therefore I wanna get a job.
- I have felt and I am going to avoid it again... I thought I was ready to feel.
- I went to Anime Expo 2011 and dressed up rocking.
- I did my own nails.. pretty awesome. 2 days work.
- I have done shopping 2 weeks in a row... God. Not my fault the designer in Forever 21 are awesome and there's a 6-9 dollar sale.
- I have lost 5 lbs again....though I don't feel so.
- The cute guy sitting right next to me in English class dropped the class. Awww. Hee hee. Well, till we meet again, cute guy! LOL.
- I enjoy my art class but not the fact that it's 8AM
- Once we had a male model and I was sitting up front. That thing is dangling just about 3 feet from me. Holy moly details.