Be Specific of What You Wish For- God is Busy Doing Other Wishes.

I'm serious. I think God is. If not, then God should know what I really, exactly wanted. Not what I wanted briefly.

Alright.

So far:

- I am totally never gonna tell my parents about my blog now.

- you ask why? coz I start to talk about fucked up things.

- This blog ...apparently... is not meant to be advertised. I have been using vague, metaphorical words anyway..

- I'm juggling. Okay, not exactly, but might be juggling.. or soon to be. I hope that's not a problem later on.

- I'm trying! I'm trying!! Don't pressure me, I don't work good and I break under it.

- I think there should be time interval between someone falling and actually lands.

- I like a nice stroll on the beach and talking about what each other like, joke about things.. just like normal people! :|

- I have never slow danced before.

- I can't help it. I love fake nails!

- The little things that guys do like giving their jacket when I'm cold is one of the big issue that girls actually respect a WHOLE FUCKING LOT. 

- I know I'm in US right now.. and most chance I'll get is with a westerner... but I have my own issues and dignity and family name to carry, alright? Some of these are not compatible with you westerners. I know, I know. That's also why I DATE, not be in a relationship.

- I have choices I have to make, sometimes, they make me in dilemma.
- I like dilemma better than no choice at all.

- Stalking people on facebook is not wrong. Your facebook is PUBLIC. If you don't want people to stalk you then well don't put anything on facebook. it's PUBLIC. Just ... put your privacy on or sumthin.

- I have been addicted to Russell Peters :D

- I have recently produced one of my proudest art work.
- I might be heading off to some fucked up, mixed up, future. I hope when I say fucked up it means it in the good way. 

- I don't know why, but coffee, especially in the morning, makes my stomach gurgle, plus extra gurgles if I haven't had any meals yet.

- OK, I might have exaggerated when I said my housemates are lesbian gangbangers... (you actually bought that?) but one, in particular... talked behind me. Like I don't know what they're talking about. Sometimes I pick up stuff that I understand and it made sense. 

- What is so wrong about drinking? I don't drink everyday, not even regularly. I stay sober when I do. It doesn't affect anyone else. I don't go around gettin' drunk and toilet-paper a friend's house. 

- One of my friends said this in his facebook: "There are only 2 things you can do when you are in a relationship: 1. Get married. 2. break up." That's effin' right. Well. That's why we invent "open relationship". 

- Now that I'm really in a multicultural country, I mock everyone equally, including my people, so there's not a reason why anyone should be mad when I mock them. You guys mock us Chinese with yellow skin, squinty eyes, short, funny accent, whatever. So? I mean we do have them. I get like "Are you phillipino" all the time. "you're kinda dark for chinese indo" Yeah, I am. Don't know how it got there, but it did. "you guys steal our land, make chinatown, etc." Well, we're kinda united. you can make an effort on making "american town" in china. Good Luck. 

- "this kind of race are racist towards people" cmon. we all get generalized. you laugh at Russell Peters. he's still alive. I'm alive. I dunno if one day chinese mob would kill me for mocking them too far... but right now, so far so good. 

- Racism is overrated. I don't know why, probably because you black (African-American) people are still mad and hyper-sensitive about the slave stuff, but you have got to admit that you guys are black, Caucasians are white, Chinese are yellow, Indians are brown, ASEAN (southeast asians) are tanned-brown-khaki, Arabs are ...darker than tanned-brown-khaki. We're not discriminating you. We're just pointing out who you are. "Hey, black people" "WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU SAY?" Seriously. You have got to start looking at your own skin. I mean, if people call me, "Hey you chinese!" I'd be like, "how the hell did you even know? btw nice guess." or "Hey INDO! Yeah Imma talking to you you brown-tanned-khaki" I'd be like, "Oh you noticed my skin color. Wassup?" C'mon. It's just skin color. There's no more discrimination. You black people get mad when we call you that but sometimes you call them white people "hey white boy" and they don't go super sensitive and say, "WHAT THE HECK DID YOU CALL ME?"

-You get mad only when... people... call you stuff that you know you hate to be called. If you are so, like, if you are short, and people call you, "Hey shorty" well you're short. so? If you're freakishly tall, "Hey tall guy" and??? I mean, you are. except harsh words, like midget. or whatever worse. if you're not what they said you are, like if you're not a golddigger and they call you, "hey gold digger!" then what you gotta be mad about?