Some things

Sofar...
I've met 13 indonesian girls, 11 guys in PCC. If I'm not wrong :|
that's a LOT for you.

Just recently I hang out etc. Then, suddenly somethings happened, and then you know, then we had a girl talk etc. The two girls friends, told me... somethings that I already knew, that my parents told me for a long time ago, about girls and boys and it just hit me. It's not how my parents are old fashioned, it's how it's applying, it's the most right way to do it, to keep it safe and to not over do it. :| I didn't understand, because people I hang around are most usually cool with stuff I did and everything else. But this time, ti's a different community. It's a different thing, different ethics and people. .. I have to adjust, because that's how it's supposed to be, I just realized. It hit me really hard and I didn't regret that it hit me that hard, because.. it's how it's supposed to be, I just never knew that some people are still staying that way. I mean, Why? Why do people still have that believe? I still take care, I still keep that line, I still draw that line. Is it because I'm too free or their too conservative, or both combined? Or I am on the wrong phase and wrong place? Or maybe they grew up and I didn't?

So for that particular person, I feel really, really, awkward and I'm sorry about it. I didn't know, I was just learning. I am new to this kind of ethic, though I've been warned and told before. I have to thank the two girls :) that made me realized. It's not experience, this one. It's..... just logic and dignity.

So there you go.