Why Nerds Kill Themselves

I just got off skype with my parents...
and like always, we had some arguments, mostly about money and college life. Hold on, it's always about that, it's always about me.
See, the problem is, I am the one who kinda talked back when I don't particularly agree with something. Now, one of the huge challenge for me is NOT TO TALK BACK... because...
Key to talk to your parents is to agree to everything they said. Mami and Papi if you're reading this... agree and MEAN it. Yeah, that's what I meant.
But yes. I knew, from like I was 15 or something, I shouldn't say anything contradicting, so that parents would think I get the point and understand it. No, I am not like that. I like to say what I think and what my opinions are. My teenager years are passed with that. I'm hard headed still, and I hit the wall almost every time and my parents would be there, saying "I told you so" to me. So I learn lessons the hard way.
Big Deal.
HUMONGOUS DEAL.
My parents knew this from since I was born, thus all the yelling and 12401924819028409 advices. They call it ADVICES, and it's strongly recommended that I do it, but it's actually, "It's an order and you have to do it anyway." So euphemism is, apparently, my parents favorite style of saying things. See, I'm kinda more of a literal way.. I say it out.

That's not good.

So about that. Why is this a problem to nerds? This is why. I'm not the typical nerd (I am a nerd but I'm the other type) who don't talk and say anything and just say yes to about everything their parents say, studies, no social life, and is super smart. Nope. I maintain my social life to keep me happy and not dull and let myself have a LIFE. Those nerds right there never disagree to authority, and they just, never let out their stress. The stress builds up... and there's where suicide comes in.

They are erupting in a way that took their lives.
It's not the parents' fault that he suicides, it's his entirely, it's a life-death choice. Who made and scluptured him/her into some nerd? The parents.




Exactly. I am currently learning this. So I did, today. Half of the conversation was my dad talking 9389493849 paragraphs about things. I tried slipping in some joke. It didn't ...work.
I did shut up for a moment there, and tried to be as nice as possible and I had to suck it in. Luckily it wasn't video call, so they wouldn't see my facial expression that looked like troll face combined with stroke face. Annoying. Disturbing.

Results?
I knew it. Like any other time I did that, I always end up getting stressed and angry after the thing because I'm the one who had to suck it in. I will have a super urge to punch the wall, too. I guess I have to learn... or I wouldn't be able to be taken seriously and my parents wouldn't think I'm mature enough.

Done.

So there you go.
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